October 2008
“Writing has … been to me like a bath from which I have risen feeling...”
– Henrik Ibsen
I will possess your heart.
“ How I wish you could see the potential The potential of you and me It’s like a book elegantly bound But in a language you can’t read just yet” — I will possess your heart, Death Cab for Cutie
Stolen
Grab my hand and run the streets, I would find courage to run naked. Lay down and hear my breathing, I would bare my heart uncensored. Be here, lay quietly next to me, no time would never be classified wasted. Snatch me, from high security, I want to be dangerously stolen.
-wanderlust
Soulmate.
“ People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that’s what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that’s holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life. A true soul mate is probably the most important person you’ll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a...
“The bottom line is that (a) people are never perfect, but love can be, (b) that...”
– Tom Robbins (via skysignal)
I am guilty of that.
Unreturned pieces of me.
I stood swaying against the moving crowd. felt just like an obstacle, obsolete to you. breath stopping, as you pass me. cracked like a fragile porcelain, beyond saving. flesh and blood, skinned down to basics. fragments of me, flakes floor with sadness me slowly crumble and hollow in, making space, for more of you in me. give me back those unreturned pieces of me. soul returning, coming back to a...
AlterEgo.
I found two sides of me. One - the side which expresses for the society. Two - the side which expresses for myself. They’ve learnt to co-exist in one body, but function in different worlds.
-wanderlust.
“if the sky falls would you dance in the night? if the rivers dry would you swear...”
– Jennifer Johns, Heavy.
“It’s such absolute silence when under water, that it felt like time froze,...”
– wanderlust
Tenants of the heart.
In contradiction to really wanting to run, when one comes face to face to a pain she doesnt know how to handle, but yet she has to decide to cut the constant pain it causes her. A pain that would never go away. Cause she indeed once mattered. -Unfortunately, some people are put in your life, only to cause constant drags. I had to lay my hands down, make a rock hard decision to cut that pain away....
2 tags
“And waiting for that new song in my mailbox, felt like I was a little girl,...”
– wanderlust
“Before you can learn to answer, learn to question.”
– - superbia.
Life’s all about questions. Ask even if there’s no answer.
“Loving you, is like accelerating my engine, roaring towards you, yet having to...”
– wanderlust.
“And strum my fingers gently across your skin, like I was playing the slowest...”
– (via finallyseeing)
Steps.
Three steps towards you, I had something to say. Five steps away, the words wouldn’t find it’s place. One step forward, hoping to smell your breathe. Four steps away, afriad that you sense me near. Two steps forward, I missed you, four steps away, One step forward, distance too unbearable for me. Three steps backwards, you were not looking my way Two step forward, unaware I was there....
“I don’t dream. I use my dreams when I write. I dream when I’m awake. That’s the...”
– Haruki Murakami (via breathsoftruth)
I wished I could be paid to do what I love most, to dream.
“No doesn’t mean forever. It simply means ‘not right now.”
– Jason Mraz.
Life. To me.
Ordinary life does not interest me. I seek only the high moments. I am in accord with the surrealists, searching for the marvelous. I want to be a writer who reminds others that these moments exist; I want to prove that there is infinite space, infinite meaning, infinite dimension. But I am not always in what I call a state of grace. I have days of illuminations and fevers. I have days when the...
I want someone...
I want someone who wants to understand me. I am tired of feeling like always having to understand everyone else, now I want someone who wants to know me. Someone who has scars and bruises and is tired as well, but still laughs at life and the sun and at the silly things. Someone whose hands, no matter how soft or rough, wants to touch slowly and softly. Someone who wants to hear me, who doesn’t...
Contravene me.
destitute of vision, senses augmented. my heart gazes, and my mind emotes. body swaying like a walking poetry. utopian expectations. ladyrinth me. consummate awaiting. blindly hoping. grasping hands, protuding veins. finger tips pale from desperation. break me now from this prayer, inked with impervious scarlet blood, self refuting, the religion of idealism. come contravene me. show me reality.
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What are you really fighting for?
In war, the leader says to fight for the love of your country. The question is do you know your country, do you really love it? In a war propaganda, everyone yells the same slogan, believe the same spirit. Sacrifice for what we think is bravery. Yet, have you known that the peasants non-fighting , has a variable saying to war? Do you actually know what you are truly fighting for? Or are you just a...
“The most sexy organ of the body is - the brain.”
– - wanderlust.
Do you have what it takes to sex me up?