November 2008
Heart Christmas.
Those familiar christmas tunes have started flooding the airwaves of our local radios. Town streets have started flooding with crowds seeking that perfect Christmas present. I am a lover of the overrated Christmas season. It doesn’t matter to me that people are only joyous and sharing during this season, all I care is this is the season to down wine from afternoon, give hugs to strangers, and buy...
Jealous Girls.
You said your peace It’s killing me I can’t believe it’s over You’re not the enemy But underneath You don’t agree Take comfort that it’s over Your hands tied You fell shy Believe I’m on your side Now and forever -Jealous Girls (Gossip Girl)
I am yearning the pain from the buzzing needles of tattoo-ing again.
– wanderlust
Like a weed.
One of those mornings, where everything felt sickening no matter how optimistic and nice one tries to be. One of those days, where you feel everything’s being ripped from you, with no rights of opinions or choice ever. Be it work, time, you.
They just walk by, and pluck the flowers, the good parts off you, and leave you there, as if you were just a weed. Trample on it, and leave you to rot. ...
There is nothing to writing. All you do is sit down at a typewriter and bleed.
– Hemingway (via sleepanddream)
Goldfish Memory.
sanity made memories, long lasting chunks of years compressed into days staggered on your boxers, like it’s a dance step, long memorised before you met me. murmurs of violent truth, waking up like you never said it. only slowly, torturing me.
you said ‘i was drunk’ like it meant nothing, brought hurt as painful as ‘i love you’. promises so empty, words never had so little meaning, it...
Me.
love is like being on top of the Effiel Tower. overlooking the wall, while you bungee down. knowing me, is chasing that lace off my dress, down streets of Venice. neverending corners, unexpected turnings. a maze to many. the soul in me a natural bohemian, downing the spanish fly, stirring that torres wine. prancing down sands in barenaked feet. and it doesn’t hurt me. not the least bit. ...
Happily Never After.
“I dont think I want this anymore” As she drops the ring to the floor She says to herself “You’ve left before This time you will stay gone, thats for sure”
And he shattered something as She dragged her suitcase down the path To the driveway She had never gone that far Normally this would be The time that she Would let him talk her out of leaving But this time, without crying As she got...
I Bruise Easily.
“My skin is like a map, of where my heart has been And I can’t hide the marks, but it’s not a negative thing So I let down my guard, drop my defences, down by my clothes I’m learning to fall, with no safety net, to cushion the blow I bruise easily, so be gentle when you handle me There’s a mark you leave, like a love heart, carved on a tree I bruise easily,...
I wish I could find people who just would fight me and break through to me and...
– Angelina Jolie
Lifebackwards.
““The most unfair thing about life is the way it ends. I mean, life is tough. It takes up a lot of your time. What do you get at the end of it? A Death! What’s that, a bonus? I think the life cycle is all backwards. You should die first, get it out of the way. Then you live in an old age home. You get kicked out when you’re too young, you get a gold watch, you go to work. You...
That bouquet in my little hands.
That surprise hellos. The perfect bouquet. The warm hugs that followed.
You reminded me why friends mean so much to me. And you showed me how love was indeed not a rarity, you ‘whispered’, true friendships still exist.
I ‘whispered’ back, I will always remember this.
It’s those small things that you do for me, that seem to be so inconsequential...
– (via lovebot)
Roomate.
buyhercandy:
“Okay. So Prop 8 passed. Alright, I get it. 51% of you think that I am a second class citizen. Alright then. So my wife, uh I mean, roommate? Girlfriend? Special lady friend? You are gonna have to help me here because I am not sure what to call her now. Anyways, she and I are not allowed the same right under the state constitution as any other citizen. Okay, so I am taking that to...
I lifted my emotions, from the bagful of fireflies, opened the little satin bag,...
– wanderlust.
A drunk mans’ words are a sober mans’ thoughts.
and i say : (They are the...
– (via sunnycyl)
A Step Backwards.
“ Barack Obama is our new president. Change is here. I like millions of of Americans, felt like we had taken a giant step toward equality. This morning, when it was clear that Proposition 8 had passed in California, I can’t explain the feeling I had. I was saddened beyond belief. Here we just had a giant step toward equality and then on the very next day, we took a giant step away.” - Ellen...
I like the shape of you, as you drop your head to your pillow, and the shape...
– wanderlust